Girlfriend in a coma

What stunned me so much was how much of her I took in in just a few seconds, after parking my car my brother hit me hard over the arm; "Your it shitface!" he laughed childishly it took me back to all those times we used to wrestle, and box just for fun, though we'd always win it was really fun, I was rubbing my arm as he jumped out of the car pouting; "Why are you so boring these days?" he asked as he shut the door closed he kept on talking but I tuned him out as my my hands landed on the steering wheel again I hadn't let my eyes close on anything, in terror of loosing the sight of her eyes in my mind, my kind are way to easily distracted when it comes to everything, mostly cause nothing is surprising to us any more, I remember well when the mobile phone came, a huge thing in a suitcase looking back, which you opened then twirl on some stuff and then you where ringing, that was cool, now this new iphone, thing ain't so cool any more, What was i thinking about?
See easily distracted, I turn my head to the side just a little, when i see a ford mustang in perfect condition I haven't seen one in years, I get out of my car, still ignoring my brother whom is still talking about something incoherent. I know he is following me was I stop in front of the black ford mustang, its leather interior is perfect, the whole car is flawless, something made me open the glove department, and a neat stack of cd's was hidden inside, with my excitement to see that the mix of cd's where a few of my own, The Smiths, Morrissey, Ella Fitzpatrick, Mumford and sons; "This car, This car is my heaven!" I say to my brother whom chuckles; "I bet you can buy it off the owner or something!" he says i can hear the smirk on his lips; "In all my days I haven't been surprised two times in one day for at least fifth teen years if not more, was it 86 last time?" I ask my brother; "Yeah I think so!" he answer quickly as he pats my back hard; "Lets get going!" he adds when i stroke my hand along the black polish on, I end up straightening as we walk off the parking lot and in to the small street that's call the main town; "ridiculous!" I mumble as we walk up the street slowly, the few stores we pass are an old antique store, a small book store, a very small whole food store, on the other side are more restaurants, like a pizza place, a hamburger shack and that café the beautiful girl ran in to, Shawn hit me over the arm once again; "Dude, fucking stop with that shit, when you hit me it actually hurt!" I growl at him as he smirks; "Amelia wanted a new book, how about we buy her a new one?" he asks as he points at the book store that's called Monica´s. "A Book store called Monica´s cant really be taken serious?" I say looking at my brother that shrugs; "No it really cant!" I voice from behind us says, as we both turn around where the girl from before where standing but, as I look her over she has to have changed alot, cause her hair was dark brown, long almost down to her waist, the top of her hair was hidden under a straw hat, and her legs are bare, her cut off jeans short are pretty much hot pants, but in a good looking kind of way and an old out washed Bruce Springsteen t-shirt with small holes everywhere with a pair of navy converse, why does they all seem so fashionable in this town?
though this girl, had very strong freckles on her nose, though she was standing closer to us than the other girl had done, is it the same one? I'm so confused, Surprise vs. me 3 -0 today; "I am Mandy!" she says extending her hand, my brothers hand shoot out like a lightning and takes it smiling as he shakes her hand, after they are done shaking he hold on to Mandy's hand a bit longer then normal, so i nudge him hard and he lets go; "Sorry about that, my idiot brother seem to have lost all marbles today and don't know how to act among people, I am Joshua, and this is my brother Shawn!" Mandy giggles as we shake hands and smiles; "Nice to meet ya'll!" she says with an typical south dialect and then she starts to laugh; "I am so sorry, Summer camp in Texas!" she explain and we all laugh; "so fresh meat!" she says; "Want a tour of the town or something?" She asks and smiles widely; "Naww its fine, though very nice to meet ya!" I say and wink at her; "But I was wondering one thing as I have you right here, or maybe two, first one do you have a sister maybe? and why cant you take this store serious?" I ask quickly, she laugh; "well first of all, Monica's has gone under alot of names all the kids call it the whore-book-store, both Monica and her daughter go through the men in this town and the towns around like they are a daily news paper, so watch out for Rosalynn, she's eviiiiil!" she said laughing a bit low; "But that is all of a rumour, but cause of it, the business is slow and the store barley go round!" she says and it kind of sounds like it bothers her; "And I take it as you have met Morgan!" she says after a while, and then she smiles; "She's my twin sister!" she says; "You seem very kind!" we both look at shawn cause until now he hasn't said a word, and now he was blushing-ish. Her smile widens; "I guess I am, I mean i love this book store, and I hate what the rumour is doing to this store, I mean Monica is really nice, thought i cant stand Rosalynn, Monica has been a great person, and have helped my father and me she is also very kind!" she smiled at us; "Oh crap!" she says as she pulls her iphone out of her pocket and smiles appetizingly to us; "I really have to take this, but tonight there is a beach party, by the old lake, drive past the school and straight about 20 minutes and you'll come to a hidden path, and drive in there and you'll find it easily!" she says as starts to walk pass us; "bye nice to meet you, hope to see you all tonight.." and she puts the phone to hear ear and and starts to speak and walks away; "What's wrong with you?" I ask Shawn that watches her go; "What? he asks dumbfounded.
"What the hell happened to you? you never shut up normally around girls, now you said like four words "you seem very kind!" I mimic him and he hits me on the arm; "I don't know what happened okay!" he says sourly and walks in to the store and I quickly follow.


I stood I front of my car with my mug in my hand; "Some one has touched my car!" I yell in to the phone which is pressed against my ear as I speak to my sister; "Who would touch it?" she asks me; "Do you think I know?" I reply quickly, I am utterly pissed, but she was right who would, I get in to my car after wiping the hand print of the black polish, I pull out my MGMT cd and put it in to the cd player as I drive out of the parking lot, all I could focus on was the stuff I had to buy for the dinner tonight, and the annoying boy that nearly had run me over; "moron!" I mutter as i drive through the town only to see him come out from Monica's; "Of course!" I add quickly and drive to the supermarket on the other side of the town.'

The show.

I woke up a bit confused, not in the way of why I am I sleeping in the back seat of a bus or why am I laying in my own vomit, but more like what day, time and year is it? I sat up, I couldn't have slept that long, or at least I don't think I did, by the judge of the light in my room its about ten maybe eleven, I looked over at my watch on the night stand, Oh twelve thirty, almost right anyway, considering I woke up alone I guess Tony is down in the kitchen eating breakfast with my dad, or maybe they are outside, its seems to be a really nice weather.
I sit up in my bed, and for some reason my bed pulls me back in to it, and I cuddle up; "eh, we ain't got all day!" Tony laughed as he entered my room with a plate; "Leave, and don't come back till tomorrow!" I grumbled as I buried my face in one of my many pillows. he chuckled as he sat down next to me on my bed; "Blueberry pancakes, drenched in syrup, just the way you like it!" he smiled as I looked up at him; "Did you bring my coffee?" I asked him sitting up. he smiled and handed me the mug; "You really are the ultimate best friend!" I smiled as I took a bite of the pancake with my hand smiling at him; "No id be the ultimate best friend if I was gay, then this.." he made a hand move between us two before he continued; "Would seem normal, make sense and every one would get it too, instead I am the lucky "gay/straight" guy, that really is straight!" he said smiling softly at me; "I even think my sister thinks I am in the closet!" he added.
I jabbed my finger at him laughing out loud; "we are best friends because first day of school you didn't try to get in to my pants, if you did I didn't notice!" I said eating some more as he laughed; "I just tried being like I hoped someone would have been with me when I was new here!" he said gently; "And that's why we are best friends, cause you think about people more then yourself and by doing so you get to hang out with the hottest piece of ass every day!" I laughed as I nudged him, he laughed as well; "And also, you and I can relate, we both are trying to prevent our sisters to get hurt, Mandy is really turning in to a boy magnet!" I sighed getting up from bed with my plate under my chin as I kept on eating with my hands; "Yeah well at least your sister hasn't gone through last years seniors!" Tony Sighed as he laid back on my bed; "Well at least she has Chris now!" I said as I finished my plate and put it down before I walked in to my bathroom and turned on the shower; "Till that ends!" I heard him say which made me snicker.

As I was done showering I walked in to my walk in closet; "Should I have a happy day or a depressed one?" I called out to Tony; "You mean, Evil bitch or just plain bitch?" he asked back; "yeah..." was all I could reply, he knew me to well; "Fine Ill go with both!" I called out to him and I heard him laugh; "Don't you always do that?" he asked; "Shut up!" I called to him as I picked out a black acne dress, I loved it I had bought it at Selfridge in London when I went there for a week with my grandfather over the summer, along with my wedge Lavin shoes with the style of a ballerina with pep-toe, I loved them I've pretty much vore them through out the summer, mostly cause they were a gift from my beloved sister, I took my straw hat and put it on and took a nice cute little straw bag id bought in London as well and stepped out of my dressing room; "Why is every day a fashion show?" Tony asked me, when he saw my stale face; "I mean OH MY GOD MORGAN YOU LOOK FABULOUS!" he said with his own made up gay voice, which made me burst in to laughter; "Just remember to never talk like that in big crowds!" I said as I started to laugh even more.

We walked down the grand stair case and found my father in the living room with a women who's hair was fiery red, I could only see her back until my dad noticed me and waved me over; "Morgan, This is my new editor, Nolie Winbow!" he said smiling, as I walked further in to the room to try to see her better she stood up, her slim and long figure, she was wearing a red dress with a white blazer, with a pair of white Louboutin, this women has taste, her skin was pale, very fair, not in a bad way at all, the way I wish my skin was normally and her face was smooth, and yeah I guess you could say, she is a stunner, I even felt a bit jealous, this women was tall, and extraordinary beautiful, and then she smiled and extended her hand making her even more beautiful; "So nice to meet you darling!" She said and I smiled and nodded, as I took her hand; "Nice to miss you Miss..." She stopped me: "Mrs. Winbow, but please call me Nolie!" she said still smiling, I strated to smile back as I looked over at my father then back at Mrs.Winbow: "So have you worked for any other famous authors?" I asked crossing my arms looking her in to the eyes; "Well I used to edit, Jackson Dreams Novels, and when I was very young I used to run errands for Forrest Wilder!" She smiled; "Forrest Wilder and Jackson Dreams?" I asked loudly trying to hide the exaltation in my voice as I said the name of two of my favourite writers, they are both massive love story writers and I so wished they wrote more their books have me captivated, every single time I read them, though they have never been made in to movie I could easily see all their books I could have gotten my hands on made in to some of the best movie's; "Yes, Forrest was and uncle, and Jackson was like a son to me!" she said smiling at me; "Wow, so are you staying for dinner? Cause id love to talk further with you!" I said, I could tell my voice was over excited because my father started to laugh his booming laughter, when she nodded and said why not, I thought I was in heaven, I then declared that I needed to buy food, something splendid to have for the up coming dinner and excused myself realizing Tony hadn't been introduced nor had he stayed in the room, while I was talking to Mrs.Winbow, I hurry outside to almost stumbled as I walked right in to him, he was sitting on the steps and a yelp as he catches me and laughs; "You shouldn't wear heels you know!" he chuckles as he stands up and help me to my feet, I stand up and straighten myself as I look at him; "Stop sitting on my front step and I wouldn't fall as much!" I complained trying to keep a straight face, I was always something about Tony that made me feel like I could relax and goof around, all the time, he always saw straight through my bullshit, he was my friend, my only friend cause of this and some other stuff too but mostly that.
We walked over to my car and got in, and drove in to the small town of Cape Elizabeth, I after all had to buy dinner, for a dinner, which was extremely odd, cause I never looked forward to dinner, except for now.

I dropped Tony off outside his mothers Café, and drove to park my car on the parking spots on the other side of the street, I watched my baby was I got out and I stroked her softly; "Ellen Aims, be a good girl now while I am gone!" I said to my black mustang from 1967, I love that car, and named it after on of my favourite movie's main character, as I back away and then turn, I honestly didn't pay attention, I stood in the middle of the street seeing the huge black suv coming towards me and I freeze in my place, I really didn't know what to do, and the driver didn't even seem to see me, when he finally does, he hit the breaks hard and stops inches away from my legs, A normal person would get scared, cry, apologize but because I am just not anybody nor a normal person I slam my hands down on the hood and yells; "Fucking moron, YOU should start to pay some fucking attention to the road instead of playing around, YOU COULD HAVE KILLED ME!" I screamed and stalked off.


I sat there staring out my window, looking at the girl yelling at me, first of all she just stood there in the middle of the street, yet she blamed me for not paying attention to the road, was she doing some sort of a weird test? I looked over at my brother who seemed just as confused as me, and he looked at me as well before we both looked back at the girl who was yelling, the more she swore the more captivating she got, her blond long hair, with perfect made curls bouncing lightly as she moved her body and stalked off, the way she held herself, there was something about her that made my heart pounder, like a drum, he skin that perfect tan colour and her eyes had been ocean blue, she looked amazing, Its rarely I meet a girl that's absolutely perfect in every way, my siblings are, because what we are, though we know we are beautiful don't mean we see each other as that, but that girl was, perfect, from head to toe, perfect and yet effortless.
"Hit me." I said to my brother, and he did hard over the arm, it did its purpose, it brought me back to reality the girl had already disappeared in to a café that looked rather cosy, and then I noticed the car horns, and looked behind me to find about three cars, standing still, just cause I was as well, I easily moved my foot over to the gas peddle and nudged it easily as I started to roll down the street and turn in on the parking lot, with what just happened replying in my mind as I park.

Misery

The world outside my window was pitch black, everything was dark, barely any lights at all, I sighed to myself, I watched over to my mothers shoulder to see the dashboard, the watch on it was glowing in green 04;45 am, we had been driving for a couple of hours now, how many I wasn't sure about but a few, we had left our New york loft for a house on the beach, my mother had been recognized by a womens daughter she once befriended, and easily denied having any relations to any Nolie Winbow. My mothers full name is Annolie Maryanne Freelove, thats her maiden name, once she was married she changed her name to Nolie Winbow, which would forever be her name.
My mother after that had insisted on moving, and acutally the whole family wanted to move, except for me, Its New York why would anyone ever want to leave? my hand rested on the door panel as I let my fingers tap on it, I tapped in rhythm of the music, music was always my weakness, most people always found it relaxing, but I had this way of getting lost in it completely, like getting so lost that the real world stopped exciting, till the song ended.
Sean hit me on the arm, his boyish smile was wide and gleaming, Sean was my older brother, and I owe him everything, he saved me when I didn't know I needed it, which would be extremely strange for anyone else but me, I needed saving from someone else and not myself; "Didnt you pay any attnetion, mum just said we are almost there!" He said after I had taken a earpiece out of my ear, I nodded; "So?" I asked looking at him, his face fell and then said; "Think a
bout all the ass we can use here!" Sean smirked at me and I could see mom turn in her seat to glare at her other son; "One more thing like that and your no longer my son!" she said harshly she had done the feminist thing in the sixties, not a pretty sight for us other but some values she kept on and made one of the rules, but every new town Sean decided to mess with her, back in the days we use to do everything, get away with anything, but mum made all that change, Sean pit up his hands in like hold on kind of thing; "Mum, I was only kidding!" he stated and when she sat back down he pretend to wipe his forehead like a hard, task done, I just shook my head; "Are we there yet?" I asked as i leaned back some in my seat; "matter of fact, yes, we are here!" My mother said with a smile in her voice, once the car stopped and we got outside it was still pitch black, the house looked old, but it also looked like one of those houses I knew my family would keep for about as long as possible we have some others house around the world, but that's not the point, this house looked amazing, it looked cosy already on the outside, Sean, my mother and my father was the first in the house as well, we stood in the hall way but i could ear Sean obvious intake of alot of air, the thing he always does when he is about to run so before he could I flew past him and ran up the stairs and something told me I would want a room facing the water and as soon as my feet took me up to the first floor I ran around the corner and straight till I came to a stop in front of a door, the room was large, and the wall oppiste me was almost filled with windows, with an a small alcove and as I stood there I could hear my other siblings and family members start to attack the house trying to find a room, bur even if the this room had nothing special to it except all the windows, but something kept me put, like this room wanted me to choose it, but when I then saw it, I understood why I was standing there, the sunrise was slowly creeping in through the window, and the orange and pink light started to fill the room up so very amazingly, as I stood there I could here Amelia tip toe behind me; "dont even think about it!" I said to her and I could hear her stomp her foot; "Damn you." she mumbled and walked away, my lips at the corners slid up a bit, this room had wanted me, and for the first time since we decided to move here, I was happy about it, I just stood there leaning against the door frame watching the colours play on my walls, Oliver my younger brother came up and patted me on the back; "Nice digs man, you did well!" he nodded as he stood there and watched the colours play; "I'm sorry, I didn't have give it to Amelia, I mean shed love this, but, there is something about this room, and I.." he cut me off; "Don't worry about it I found an annex out in the back and snagged it before anyone else could, its actually rather massive, its one floor then there is a basement, and a small attic place, the small basement, is perfect for all my books and also perfect place to write on, my personal heaven!" he chuckled as he patted my back again; "every one else are down at the beach, want to join in?" he asked, as he stepped away from me; "Ill even rac.." he didn't finish as I darted past him laughing when i was half way out the door he tackled me and we fell out on to the pavement laughing; "Not again!" I could hear Aubrey complain as it was clear every one else heard the crack of the stone breaking under us, Oliver and I stood up and patted each others backs laughing; "Good one!" I smiled at Oliver as we walked down to the others, as we reached them I wrapped one arm around the shoulders of my mother and my sister Liza who was beaming; "This place, I can feel it, you'll end up falling for it, trust me!" Liza smiled at me as she hugged my waist with one arm and her other arm around Jacks who kissed the side of her head; "I hope your right!" I smiled at her as we watched the sun rise all of us.

On the other side of town on a large balcony, a girl was cuddled up on a small chair to watch the sunrise, sleeplessly she had gotten up from her warm comfortable bed and opened her balcony door and stepped outside, she had went to her her hiding spot and pulled out a cigarette and lit it just before the sun had started to rise over the horizon and smiled to herself once it did, she held her hand out and liked how the colours played on her skin, made her summer tan look more alive, she took a drag of her cigarette as she huddled up more, on the small chair her long blond hair fell in to her face and she easily slid the strand of hair behind her hair. Something in the air felt different, and she knew that something major was going to happen, today.
Once she turned out her cigarette she stood up and walked over to her balcony door she turned around and looked for another second before walking back inside, she put the blanket on a chair next to the balcony door and crawled in to bed, where her best friend was snoring, it wasn't just the first shed seen of him all summer but also, she was pleased that he was home, and that so was she. she laid back in her bed and looked up at the ceiling and put her hand up like she was reaching for it but as she did so a small light from her balcony window played its way to her arm and she smiled to herself as she slowly drifted in to sleep.