What stunned me so much was how much of her I took in in just a few seconds, after parking my car my brother hit me hard over the arm; "Your it shitface!" he laughed childishly it took me back to all those times we used to wrestle, and box just for fun, though we'd always win it was really fun, I was rubbing my arm as he jumped out of the car pouting; "Why are you so boring these days?" he asked as he shut the door closed he kept on talking but I tuned him out as my my hands landed on the steering wheel again I hadn't let my eyes close on anything, in terror of loosing the sight of her eyes in my mind, my kind are way to easily distracted when it comes to everything, mostly cause nothing is surprising to us any more, I remember well when the mobile phone came, a huge thing in a suitcase looking back, which you opened then twirl on some stuff and then you where ringing, that was cool, now this new iphone, thing ain't so cool any more, What was i thinking about?
See easily distracted, I turn my head to the side just a little, when i see a ford mustang in perfect condition I haven't seen one in years, I get out of my car, still ignoring my brother whom is still talking about something incoherent. I know he is following me was I stop in front of the black ford mustang, its leather interior is perfect, the whole car is flawless, something made me open the glove department, and a neat stack of cd's was hidden inside, with my excitement to see that the mix of cd's where a few of my own, The Smiths, Morrissey, Ella Fitzpatrick, Mumford and sons; "This car, This car is my heaven!" I say to my brother whom chuckles; "I bet you can buy it off the owner or something!" he says i can hear the smirk on his lips; "In all my days I haven't been surprised two times in one day for at least fifth teen years if not more, was it 86 last time?" I ask my brother; "Yeah I think so!" he answer quickly as he pats my back hard; "Lets get going!" he adds when i stroke my hand along the black polish on, I end up straightening as we walk off the parking lot and in to the small street that's call the main town; "ridiculous!" I mumble as we walk up the street slowly, the few stores we pass are an old antique store, a small book store, a very small whole food store, on the other side are more restaurants, like a pizza place, a hamburger shack and that café the beautiful girl ran in to, Shawn hit me over the arm once again; "Dude, fucking stop with that shit, when you hit me it actually hurt!" I growl at him as he smirks; "Amelia wanted a new book, how about we buy her a new one?" he asks as he points at the book store that's called Monica´s. "A Book store called Monica´s cant really be taken serious?" I say looking at my brother that shrugs; "No it really cant!" I voice from behind us says, as we both turn around where the girl from before where standing but, as I look her over she has to have changed alot, cause her hair was dark brown, long almost down to her waist, the top of her hair was hidden under a straw hat, and her legs are bare, her cut off jeans short are pretty much hot pants, but in a good looking kind of way and an old out washed Bruce Springsteen t-shirt with small holes everywhere with a pair of navy converse, why does they all seem so fashionable in this town?
though this girl, had very strong freckles on her nose, though she was standing closer to us than the other girl had done, is it the same one? I'm so confused, Surprise vs. me 3 -0 today; "I am Mandy!" she says extending her hand, my brothers hand shoot out like a lightning and takes it smiling as he shakes her hand, after they are done shaking he hold on to Mandy's hand a bit longer then normal, so i nudge him hard and he lets go; "Sorry about that, my idiot brother seem to have lost all marbles today and don't know how to act among people, I am Joshua, and this is my brother Shawn!" Mandy giggles as we shake hands and smiles; "Nice to meet ya'll!" she says with an typical south dialect and then she starts to laugh; "I am so sorry, Summer camp in Texas!" she explain and we all laugh; "so fresh meat!" she says; "Want a tour of the town or something?" She asks and smiles widely; "Naww its fine, though very nice to meet ya!" I say and wink at her; "But I was wondering one thing as I have you right here, or maybe two, first one do you have a sister maybe? and why cant you take this store serious?" I ask quickly, she laugh; "well first of all, Monica's has gone under alot of names all the kids call it the whore-book-store, both Monica and her daughter go through the men in this town and the towns around like they are a daily news paper, so watch out for Rosalynn, she's eviiiiil!" she said laughing a bit low; "But that is all of a rumour, but cause of it, the business is slow and the store barley go round!" she says and it kind of sounds like it bothers her; "And I take it as you have met Morgan!" she says after a while, and then she smiles; "She's my twin sister!" she says; "You seem very kind!" we both look at shawn cause until now he hasn't said a word, and now he was blushing-ish. Her smile widens; "I guess I am, I mean i love this book store, and I hate what the rumour is doing to this store, I mean Monica is really nice, thought i cant stand Rosalynn, Monica has been a great person, and have helped my father and me she is also very kind!" she smiled at us; "Oh crap!" she says as she pulls her iphone out of her pocket and smiles appetizingly to us; "I really have to take this, but tonight there is a beach party, by the old lake, drive past the school and straight about 20 minutes and you'll come to a hidden path, and drive in there and you'll find it easily!" she says as starts to walk pass us; "bye nice to meet you, hope to see you all tonight.." and she puts the phone to hear ear and and starts to speak and walks away; "What's wrong with you?" I ask Shawn that watches her go; "What? he asks dumbfounded.
"What the hell happened to you? you never shut up normally around girls, now you said like four words "you seem very kind!" I mimic him and he hits me on the arm; "I don't know what happened okay!" he says sourly and walks in to the store and I quickly follow.
I stood I front of my car with my mug in my hand; "Some one has touched my car!" I yell in to the phone which is pressed against my ear as I speak to my sister; "Who would touch it?" she asks me; "Do you think I know?" I reply quickly, I am utterly pissed, but she was right who would, I get in to my car after wiping the hand print of the black polish, I pull out my MGMT cd and put it in to the cd player as I drive out of the parking lot, all I could focus on was the stuff I had to buy for the dinner tonight, and the annoying boy that nearly had run me over; "moron!" I mutter as i drive through the town only to see him come out from Monica's; "Of course!" I add quickly and drive to the supermarket on the other side of the town.'
Friday, 22 April 2011
Sunday, 3 April 2011
The show.
I woke up a bit confused, not in the way of why I am I sleeping in the back seat of a bus or why am I laying in my own vomit, but more like what day, time and year is it? I sat up, I couldn't have slept that long, or at least I don't think I did, by the judge of the light in my room its about ten maybe eleven, I looked over at my watch on the night stand, Oh twelve thirty, almost right anyway, considering I woke up alone I guess Tony is down in the kitchen eating breakfast with my dad, or maybe they are outside, its seems to be a really nice weather.
I sit up in my bed, and for some reason my bed pulls me back in to it, and I cuddle up; "eh, we ain't got all day!" Tony laughed as he entered my room with a plate; "Leave, and don't come back till tomorrow!" I grumbled as I buried my face in one of my many pillows. he chuckled as he sat down next to me on my bed; "Blueberry pancakes, drenched in syrup, just the way you like it!" he smiled as I looked up at him; "Did you bring my coffee?" I asked him sitting up. he smiled and handed me the mug; "You really are the ultimate best friend!" I smiled as I took a bite of the pancake with my hand smiling at him; "No id be the ultimate best friend if I was gay, then this.." he made a hand move between us two before he continued; "Would seem normal, make sense and every one would get it too, instead I am the lucky "gay/straight" guy, that really is straight!" he said smiling softly at me; "I even think my sister thinks I am in the closet!" he added.
I jabbed my finger at him laughing out loud; "we are best friends because first day of school you didn't try to get in to my pants, if you did I didn't notice!" I said eating some more as he laughed; "I just tried being like I hoped someone would have been with me when I was new here!" he said gently; "And that's why we are best friends, cause you think about people more then yourself and by doing so you get to hang out with the hottest piece of ass every day!" I laughed as I nudged him, he laughed as well; "And also, you and I can relate, we both are trying to prevent our sisters to get hurt, Mandy is really turning in to a boy magnet!" I sighed getting up from bed with my plate under my chin as I kept on eating with my hands; "Yeah well at least your sister hasn't gone through last years seniors!" Tony Sighed as he laid back on my bed; "Well at least she has Chris now!" I said as I finished my plate and put it down before I walked in to my bathroom and turned on the shower; "Till that ends!" I heard him say which made me snicker.
As I was done showering I walked in to my walk in closet; "Should I have a happy day or a depressed one?" I called out to Tony; "You mean, Evil bitch or just plain bitch?" he asked back; "yeah..." was
all I could reply, he knew me to well; "Fine Ill go with both!" I called out to him and I heard him laugh; "Don't you always do that?" he asked; "Shut up!" I called to him as I picked out a black acne dress, I loved it I had bought it at Selfridge in London when I went there for a week with my grandfather over the summer, along with my wedge Lavin shoes with the style of a ballerina with pep-toe, I loved them I've pretty much vore them through out the summer, mostly cause they were a gift from my beloved sister, I took my straw hat and put it on and took a nice cute little straw bag id bought in London as well and stepped out of my dressing room; "Why is every day a fashion show?" Tony asked me, when he saw my stale face; "I mean OH MY GOD MORGAN YOU LOOK FABULOUS!" he said with his own made up gay voice, which made me burst in to laughter; "Just remember to never talk like that in big crowds!" I said as I started to laugh even more.
We walked down the grand stair case and found my father in the living room with a women who's hair was fiery red, I could only see her back until my dad noticed me and waved me over; "Morgan, This is my new editor, Nolie Winbow!" he said smiling, as I walked further in to the room to try to see her better she stood up, her slim and long figure, she was wearing a red dress with a white blazer, with a pair of white Louboutin, this women has taste, her skin was pale, very fair, not in a bad way at all, the way I wish my skin was normally and her face was smooth, and yeah I guess you could say, she is a stunner, I even felt a bit jealous, this women was tall, and extraordinary beautiful, and then she smiled and extended her hand making her even more beautiful; "So nice to meet you darling!" She said and I smiled and nodded, as I took her hand; "Nice to miss you Miss..." She stopped me: "Mrs. Winbow, but please call me Nolie!" she said still smiling, I strated to smile back as I looked over at my father then back at Mrs.Winbow: "So have you worked for any other famous authors?" I asked crossing my arms looking her in to the eyes; "Well I used to edit, Jackson Dreams Novels, and when I was very young I used to run errands for Forrest Wilder!" She smiled; "Forrest Wilder and Jackson Dreams?" I asked loudly trying to hide the exaltation in my voice as I said the name of two of my favourite writers, they are both massive love story writers and I so wished they wrote more their books have me captivated, every single time I read them, though they have never been made in to movie I could easily see all their books I could have gotten my hands on made in to some of the best movie's; "Yes, Forrest was and uncle, and Jackson was like a son to me!" she said smiling at me; "Wow, so are you staying for dinner? Cause id love to talk further with you!" I said, I could tell my voice was over excited because my father started to laugh his booming laughter, when she nodded and said why not, I thought I was in heaven, I then declared that I needed to buy food, something splendid to have for the up coming dinner and excused myself realizing Tony hadn't been introduced nor had he stayed in the room, while I was talking to Mrs.Winbow, I hurry outside to almost stumbled as I walked right in to him, he was sitting on the steps and a yelp as he catches me and laughs; "You shouldn't wear heels you know!" he chuckles as he stands up and help me to my feet, I stand up and straighten myself as I look at him; "Stop sitting on my front step and I wouldn't fall as much!" I complained trying to keep a straight face, I was always something about Tony that made me feel like I could relax and goof around, all the time, he always saw straight through my bullshit, he was my friend, my only friend cause of this and some other stuff too but mostly that.
We walked over to my car and got in, and drove in to the small town of Cape Elizabeth, I after all had to buy dinner, for a dinner, which was extremely odd, cause I never looked forward to dinner, except for now.
I dropped Tony off outside his mothers Café, and drove to park my car on the parking spots on the other side of the street, I watched my baby was I got out and I stroked her softly; "Ellen Aims, be a good girl now while I am gone!" I said to my black mustang from 1967, I love that car, and named it after on of my favourite movie's main character, as I back away and then turn, I honestly didn't pay attention, I stood in the middle of the street seeing the huge black suv coming towards me and I freeze in my place, I really didn't know what to do, and the driver didn't even seem to see me, when he finally does, he hit the breaks hard and stops inches away from my legs, A normal person would get scared, cry, apologize but because I am just not anybody nor a normal person I slam my hands down on the hood and yells; "Fucking moron, YOU should start to pay some fucking attention to the road instead of playing around, YOU COULD HAVE KILLED ME!" I screamed and stalked off.
I sat there staring out my window, looking at the girl yelling at me, first of all she just stood there in the middle of the street, yet she blamed me for not paying attention to the road, was she doing some sort of a weird test? I looked over at my brother who seemed just as confused as me, and he looked at me as well before we both looked back at the girl who was yelling, the more she swore the more captivating she got, her blond long hair, with perfect made curls bouncing lightly as she moved her body and stalked off, the way she held herself, there was something about her that made my heart pounder, like a drum, he skin that perfect tan colour and her eyes had been ocean blue, she looked amazing, Its rarely I meet a girl that's absolutely perfect in every way, my siblings are, because what we are, though we know we are beautiful don't mean we see each other as that, but that girl was, perfect, from head to toe, perfect and yet effortless.
"Hit me." I said to my brother, and he did hard over the arm, it did its purpose, it brought me back to reality the girl had already disappeared in to a café that looked rather cosy, and then I noticed the car horns, and looked behind me to find about three cars, standing still, just cause I was as well, I easily moved my foot over to the gas peddle and nudged it easily as I started to roll down the street and turn in on the parking lot, with what just happened replying in my mind as I park.
I sit up in my bed, and for some reason my bed pulls me back in to it, and I cuddle up; "eh, we ain't got all day!" Tony laughed as he entered my room with a plate; "Leave, and don't come back till tomorrow!" I grumbled as I buried my face in one of my many pillows. he chuckled as he sat down next to me on my bed; "Blueberry pancakes, drenched in syrup, just the way you like it!" he smiled as I looked up at him; "Did you bring my coffee?" I asked him sitting up. he smiled and handed me the mug; "You really are the ultimate best friend!" I smiled as I took a bite of the pancake with my hand smiling at him; "No id be the ultimate best friend if I was gay, then this.." he made a hand move between us two before he continued; "Would seem normal, make sense and every one would get it too, instead I am the lucky "gay/straight" guy, that really is straight!" he said smiling softly at me; "I even think my sister thinks I am in the closet!" he added.
I jabbed my finger at him laughing out loud; "we are best friends because first day of school you didn't try to get in to my pants, if you did I didn't notice!" I said eating some more as he laughed; "I just tried being like I hoped someone would have been with me when I was new here!" he said gently; "And that's why we are best friends, cause you think about people more then yourself and by doing so you get to hang out with the hottest piece of ass every day!" I laughed as I nudged him, he laughed as well; "And also, you and I can relate, we both are trying to prevent our sisters to get hurt, Mandy is really turning in to a boy magnet!" I sighed getting up from bed with my plate under my chin as I kept on eating with my hands; "Yeah well at least your sister hasn't gone through last years seniors!" Tony Sighed as he laid back on my bed; "Well at least she has Chris now!" I said as I finished my plate and put it down before I walked in to my bathroom and turned on the shower; "Till that ends!" I heard him say which made me snicker.
As I was done showering I walked in to my walk in closet; "Should I have a happy day or a depressed one?" I called out to Tony; "You mean, Evil bitch or just plain bitch?" he asked back; "yeah..." was
all I could reply, he knew me to well; "Fine Ill go with both!" I called out to him and I heard him laugh; "Don't you always do that?" he asked; "Shut up!" I called to him as I picked out a black acne dress, I loved it I had bought it at Selfridge in London when I went there for a week with my grandfather over the summer, along with my wedge Lavin shoes with the style of a ballerina with pep-toe, I loved them I've pretty much vore them through out the summer, mostly cause they were a gift from my beloved sister, I took my straw hat and put it on and took a nice cute little straw bag id bought in London as well and stepped out of my dressing room; "Why is every day a fashion show?" Tony asked me, when he saw my stale face; "I mean OH MY GOD MORGAN YOU LOOK FABULOUS!" he said with his own made up gay voice, which made me burst in to laughter; "Just remember to never talk like that in big crowds!" I said as I started to laugh even more.We walked down the grand stair case and found my father in the living room with a women who's hair was fiery red, I could only see her back until my dad noticed me and waved me over; "Morgan, This is my new editor, Nolie Winbow!" he said smiling, as I walked further in to the room to try to see her better she stood up, her slim and long figure, she was wearing a red dress with a white blazer, with a pair of white Louboutin, this women has taste, her skin was pale, very fair, not in a bad way at all, the way I wish my skin was normally and her face was smooth, and yeah I guess you could say, she is a stunner, I even felt a bit jealous, this women was tall, and extraordinary beautiful, and then she smiled and extended her hand making her even more beautiful; "So nice to meet you darling!" She said and I smiled and nodded, as I took her hand; "Nice to miss you Miss..." She stopped me: "Mrs. Winbow, but please call me Nolie!" she said still smiling, I strated to smile back as I looked over at my father then back at Mrs.Winbow: "So have you worked for any other famous authors?" I asked crossing my arms looking her in to the eyes; "Well I used to edit, Jackson Dreams Novels, and when I was very young I used to run errands for Forrest Wilder!" She smiled; "Forrest Wilder and Jackson Dreams?" I asked loudly trying to hide the exaltation in my voice as I said the name of two of my favourite writers, they are both massive love story writers and I so wished they wrote more their books have me captivated, every single time I read them, though they have never been made in to movie I could easily see all their books I could have gotten my hands on made in to some of the best movie's; "Yes, Forrest was and uncle, and Jackson was like a son to me!" she said smiling at me; "Wow, so are you staying for dinner? Cause id love to talk further with you!" I said, I could tell my voice was over excited because my father started to laugh his booming laughter, when she nodded and said why not, I thought I was in heaven, I then declared that I needed to buy food, something splendid to have for the up coming dinner and excused myself realizing Tony hadn't been introduced nor had he stayed in the room, while I was talking to Mrs.Winbow, I hurry outside to almost stumbled as I walked right in to him, he was sitting on the steps and a yelp as he catches me and laughs; "You shouldn't wear heels you know!" he chuckles as he stands up and help me to my feet, I stand up and straighten myself as I look at him; "Stop sitting on my front step and I wouldn't fall as much!" I complained trying to keep a straight face, I was always something about Tony that made me feel like I could relax and goof around, all the time, he always saw straight through my bullshit, he was my friend, my only friend cause of this and some other stuff too but mostly that.
We walked over to my car and got in, and drove in to the small town of Cape Elizabeth, I after all had to buy dinner, for a dinner, which was extremely odd, cause I never looked forward to dinner, except for now.
I dropped Tony off outside his mothers Café, and drove to park my car on the parking spots on the other side of the street, I watched my baby was I got out and I stroked her softly; "Ellen Aims, be a good girl now while I am gone!" I said to my black mustang from 1967, I love that car, and named it after on of my favourite movie's main character, as I back away and then turn, I honestly didn't pay attention, I stood in the middle of the street seeing the huge black suv coming towards me and I freeze in my place, I really didn't know what to do, and the driver didn't even seem to see me, when he finally does, he hit the breaks hard and stops inches away from my legs, A normal person would get scared, cry, apologize but because I am just not anybody nor a normal person I slam my hands down on the hood and yells; "Fucking moron, YOU should start to pay some fucking attention to the road instead of playing around, YOU COULD HAVE KILLED ME!" I screamed and stalked off.
I sat there staring out my window, looking at the girl yelling at me, first of all she just stood there in the middle of the street, yet she blamed me for not paying attention to the road, was she doing some sort of a weird test? I looked over at my brother who seemed just as confused as me, and he looked at me as well before we both looked back at the girl who was yelling, the more she swore the more captivating she got, her blond long hair, with perfect made curls bouncing lightly as she moved her body and stalked off, the way she held herself, there was something about her that made my heart pounder, like a drum, he skin that perfect tan colour and her eyes had been ocean blue, she looked amazing, Its rarely I meet a girl that's absolutely perfect in every way, my siblings are, because what we are, though we know we are beautiful don't mean we see each other as that, but that girl was, perfect, from head to toe, perfect and yet effortless.
"Hit me." I said to my brother, and he did hard over the arm, it did its purpose, it brought me back to reality the girl had already disappeared in to a café that looked rather cosy, and then I noticed the car horns, and looked behind me to find about three cars, standing still, just cause I was as well, I easily moved my foot over to the gas peddle and nudged it easily as I started to roll down the street and turn in on the parking lot, with what just happened replying in my mind as I park.
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